So those flowers that I thought Cayce sent me weren’t sent by Cayce but someone anonymous
I feel like that was supposed to be an insult but you’re absolutely right. I am so incredibly lucky to have found someone who keeps me grounded and someone who doesn’t run away when I get emotional, someone who talks me out of my snowballing and encourages me to be better for myself, someone who understands that I am way too clingy and emotional but loves me anyways. I am needy, I am emotional, I am clingy. I am also loved by someone who wouldn’t want me to be any other way.
My boyfriends brother. Yes, I consider him family
And now he’s ignoring my calls and texts
I fucked up so bad I feel like this is a fuck up I can’t get out of Jesus Christ